me and my beloved are setting sail on june 2nd to a magical place called six flags. she has never been so im gonna take her just because i wuv her. notttt. anywho. i havent been so chill in my life. not worried about school and all that CRUD. CRUDDDD.
just sitting here dancing and rapping like a “white kid” while listening to coldplay.
got to work today…. BUT they let me jam to my music so im gonna be lost in my own little world. geeeeeeeeeee yes
in love with the world and all the ones who inhabit it right at this very moment i wish i could stay like this!!!
im in such a great mood.
why do i have to come home to a empty house?
why does my life have to be in danger because they are selfish?
Why did my other siblings have the better life?
why do i have to fend for myself?
why do i have to live in a house with parents who i never see?
why do i have to talk to myself to stay sane?
why do i even type this?
why do i feel anything?
why should i care?
where are my parents? brother? sisters?
Why is there nothing in this house?
where is my family?
where is anything?
whats the purpose?
i dont understand, it feels like when i turned 14? my parents left me…. so did my brother and sisters…. what is a family? what is this happy thing i see on tv sitting around dinner tables laughing? whats worse then have a neglectful single parent? two neglectful married parents. i come home to a empty house…. i’ve never felt so alone.
